It’s been a looong long time since I’ve been this upset. But no worries friends, not talking about any of y’all - I’m super upset with myself. I am SO disappointed and frustrated, the level of self loathing I have for myself at the moment is pretty ridiculous.
It’s been a long time since I’ve been THIS hard on myself, and especially over an exam. Yes, I’ll be upset if I don’t study hard enough or procrastinate, but so far I’ve always somehow pulled it off. Put nope. Not this time. I reaaally messed up this time and I can’t believe how much it’s affecting me. Like, usually after a bad test, no matter how bad it is, it’s over and there’s nothing you can do about it to change your results. But today… Wow. Just wow. I literally want to cancel all plans today, cry, not do ANYTHING at all… So bad that it doesn’t even seem like anything in the world can cheer me up. No friend, no boyfriend, no Disney movie, no anime… This is seriously so dumb. I need to stop this RIGHT NOW.
Whiiiiich is why I’m currently using tumblr to rant. No matter how upset I am, I NEED to move on with my life lol! UGHHHHH
I feel a little bit better writing this out…
Siiigh sorry everyone. Hope you all have a great week, much better than how mines been going so far TT^TT
And the best boyfriend ever award goes to… 💐💕💗
He told me to meet him at the MU today at 12 PM sharp. Now I know why!💗❤️💗 #itsnotevenvalentinesdayyet (at Memorial Union Flagpole)
LIFE HACK IF SOMEONE IS REALLY EXCITED ABOUT SOMETHING TRY TO BE EXCITED FOR THEM OR AT LEAST PRETEND TO BE AT LEAST SLIGHTLY INTERESTED BECAUSE NOTHING FEELS WORSE THAN EXPRESSING SOMETHING THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY ONLY TO HAVE PEOPLE TELL YOU TO CALM DOWN OR IGNORE YOU COMPLETELY
Please enjoy this absurdly cute picture of my hamster😅
Guys, the bow is removable and doubles as a pillow! 🎀
I would never leave my house
reminder to self: just because you can stay up until 5 in the morning doesn’t mean you should